[ FANFICTION ] A LETTER TO MY JAEJOONG

 Title        : A Letter to My Jaejoong

 Cast       : SNSD Jessica

                 EXO   Kai

                 JYJ     Jaejoong

Genre      : Sad, Romance, Drama

Rate        : T

From : sweetyjess@yahoo.com

To      : herojejung@yahooo.com

About: LOVE 911

Text   :

Hi Je…

How are you? I hope you fine.

Well, I’m still with Jongin, thanks for chosen him as my friend ( to replace you ) so I’m not alone..

What are you doing right now? I don’t know what to do, I already finish my duties.. so I have many time now. Jongin is very busy this month, prepare for his debute next week.. He doesn’t have many times to accompany me… But, I’m okay, as long as it’s a positive thing I’ll support him…

Hmmm, do you know? I’m still save your voice mail, kkk~ I always replay, replay and replay your voice.. Don’t worry, I never delete your voice, and never want! Cause It’s the only thing I have from you..

Honestly, I think about you every night before I go to sleep. I imagine you’re here with me. With one arm around my waist and your legs touching me. Then you kiss my forehead and we fall asleep like that. It helps me to sleep.                                                                                                                                                                                                               

Hey, can we have a late conversation at night again? Can we kiss each other every morning and make breakfast together again? I miss it.. I miss have an argument with you… I miss your voice on my phone… I miss get a good morning / night texts from you… But, most of all

                                                                  I MISS YOU

Jejung-ah… I have Jongin, but why do I still feel so alone? Why I can’t stop thinking about you? I’m just kinda tired, you know? I want to stop trying not to care about you. I’m tired using fake smile! I wish everyday is a rainy day, cause I just wanna lie under the rain and cry.. Let it rain so everybody can’t see my tears! You know what I need right now? You! You! And only you!

You said forever………… but, what the fact? you leave me!

Now, I feel completely lost… I don’t know where I should go..

You

Your smile

Your eyes

Your voice

Your laugh

Your warmth

Your existence

You

I want you so bad

Please reply as fast as you can, cause it’s an emergency email from me. Have you ever miss someone until it’s seems like you feel you can’t breathe normally? It’s me right now. 

Saat Jessica akan mengklik icon send tiba – tiba ada sebuah tangan memegang bahunya,

“ Kau pikir orang yang sudah tiada bisa membalas email? Pabo…..” 

“…………………………….” Jessica hanya diam tidak berkata apa – apa.

“ Noona, kenapa kau tidak berkata jujur kalau kau tidak nyaman bersama ku? Kenapa kau selalu berkata kau baik – baik saja?”

“ aku lelah Jongin-ah… Aku ingin semua orang melihatku baik – baik saja…” Jessica berkata sambil tetap menatap layar laptopnya.

“ kau pikir aku tidak lelah? Aku lebih lelah noona… harus menikah dengan kekasih kakakku, sedangkan orang itu tidak pernah memikirkanku dan hanya memperhatikan kakakku yg sudah tiada! Aku lelah melihatmu menangisi kakakku diam – diam… kalau kau memang tidak baik – baik saja katakanlah sejujurnya…”

“ Maafkan aku……..” hanya kata – kata itu yang keluar dari bibir Jessica. “ Maafkan aku sudah bersikap egois…” Jessica mulai menitikkan airmatanya.

Sejenak hanya terdengar suara gemuruh petir dan hujan diluar. Mereka terdiam dengan pikiran mereka masing – masing. 

“ Apa yang kau inginkan noona? Apa yang harus aku lakukan agar kau berhenti memikirkan Hyung-ku dan melihatku?” Jongin berkata sambil berlutut di depan Jessica.

Jessica hanya diam sambil mengepal tangannya erat diatas meja, “Aku ingin………………………… menyusulnya”

TBC

Hallo ^^ saya balik lagi sama FF gaje saya -____-v wks… inspirasi FF ini muncul pas tadi siang 18.04.13 pas saya punya sisa waktu 1jam di ruangan UN.. hahaha… langsung saya tulis ide ini biar ga lupa, tapi pabonya saya nulis ini di kertas soal -___-haha… yahhhh… sesuai janji, saya bakal ngepost lebih banyak lagi sesudah UN… doain saya lulus ya *deep bow* soalnya saya gay akin sama MTK saya ==” *curhat* oke deh, semoga punya feel buat ngelanjutin ini ya… soalnya saya masih punya utang 7 FF… Thanks for reading..

‘ MISSING SOMEONE ISN’T ABOUT HOW LONG IT HAS BEEN SINCE YOU’VE SEEN THEM OR THE AMOUNT OF TIME SINCE YOU’VE TALKED. IT’S ABOUT THAT EVERY MOMENT WHEN YOU’RE DOING SOMETHING AND WISHING THEY WERE RIGHT THERE WITH YOU’